Temple of Syrinx

Title: :(

Typed this at |10:00 PM| on Thursday, May 29, 2008

Can I do it?

Will I have the guts to do it?

Title: [startrant]fine

Typed this at |5:41 PM| on Tuesday, May 27, 2008

i'll give you a drink for a treat for saying that you have skills. >.>;; nick sim's band is going to fall faster than you saying 'cancer'. i became the bassist for his band out of sympathy, not because i like mcr, or freaking josh groban.

i mean, 'you raise me up isn't exactly jam material' it there because nick sim wanted to dedicate it to his ex. fine, which idiot dedicates song to ex-gf/bfs, they must be fucking deluded and fuck, i shall play only 3 songs, since i have no idea the rest sound like.

welcome to the black parade, american idiot and thnks fr the mmrs.

merlin's pants! the only damn song i need to learn is american idiot, which i have perpetual problems with the speed and repeating the riff over and over again.

that sucks.

fine, go on. flame me for trying to demean other people. he can't even sing, to the likes of josh groban. i don't care because i'm fucking down with fever and i might KO any minute and that i'm pissed because i can't finger zeriuel today, maybe tomorrow as well. i need to go to a pokemon centre!

hell, the 'band meeting' on msn yesterday was a complete fuckup. fine, don't accept my fucking vulgar self, go on, quit the band. i'm quitting once he think we're 'serious', dirty fucking trick, but hey, i want my life to not be screwed by an idiot who cannot sing. i want a career in music or something similar, don't ruin it.

i'm typing in low version of letters. i cannot be bothered today.

[/endrant]

Title: indy jons

Typed this at |10:26 PM| on Sunday, May 25, 2008

Went to watch Indy 4 today with KW and DJ. Was what I expected. Cheesy BGM, awsm LOL, and has decent effects. I'd easily give it a 10/10 for a 8 dollar ticket, maybe a 7/10 for a 9 dollar ticket or more.

The ants part was...:S Makes you squirm in your seat and your leg hairs stand whether you shaved them or not. It basically had all the usual Indy stuff. Go watch it if you like Indy or not. I kid you not.

Before that, met up with those 2 to slack around for a while. Went to the food court to eat and stuff, after that went to artbox, which had nothing to do with art, as a tour of the twit classes.

"High class twits go to Precious thots, Middle classes go to Minitoons, and lastly, the lower class twits go to ArtBox"

=/

Complained that yamaha doesn't have GSS discounts, but wdv, if Swee Lee has a GSS I would be happy. Maybe I can get a new amp then. :P

After the movie, we went to xcraft 'cos Kw wanted a new earring so... .__. Party disbanded after that. Sigh, it was such an enjoyable time with them. :) Cheered me up considerably too, though I'm still .__. now.

:(

I think I'll confess to her when she comes back from that Surabaya trip. I don't know the outcome either. =/ Will she accept or will she reject?

[/wallows in self pity]

Title: Just...

Typed this at |10:55 PM| on Saturday, May 24, 2008

They say absence makes the heart grow fonder.

Why the hell did I have to cycle to pasir ris park?

Title: Report book lulz

Typed this at |1:46 PM| on

Nice to get this green A5 sized book once in a while. Shows how well I did.

And how bad i did .__. Amaths was an F9 \m/ That sucks. Everything else seems to be on par, especially geog, with a final mark of 90%. :D Am I awsm, yeah, I am awsm. Other notable mentions are Physics, final mark of 77%, and chemistry, 72%. Yeah. =/

To add on, I got a C for CME. Gee, I follow my own morals, not follow society's morals. Individualism seems far-fetched here. It gets you low marks for CME. Haha. Yeah, I have no morals. .___.

Total percentage is 65.6%. Seems pretty consistant, hope I can get a 70% or something in the EOYs...If I hiong, which I can, but I'm lazy to.

Ok, maybe I will. Since I want a better amplification for dear Zeriuel so badly, I would. :) Then she'd squeal/growl/thump/gyrate better when I finger her. Isn't that a big +? First, I'd have to make a bet with my parents first. :D

Ooh, bets. Makes me reminisce about PSLE. Getting a DS [got it anyway] when I got at least 3 As, because my chinese sucked badly during that period [and still sucks now].

" Darren is a pleasant student who projects a good image of the school through good behavior. He is helpful and able to shoulder responsibility and does things the best of his ability when entrusted with a task. He shows a positive attitude towards learning. "

I can see 4 things that are obviously wrong with that statement above. First, I do not project a good image...[and since when did my school have an image?!].

Shit, don't shoot me for that.

Second, I am not helpful. I do not voluntarily do stuff because I want to, only because I am obligated to do it [ie; 'cher asks me to set up laptop, i'll do it because it r my job]. Thirdly, I do not shoulder responsibility well, look at the amount of maths, chem, and chinese homework I didn't pass up this semester.

Well?

Fourthly, I do things to only at least 50% of my ability. This phrase makes me seem like a bloody weakling. I'd go 100% when I feel like it, why I want to, how I want to, if not, I would not do tasks with full capacity when it does not benefit my brain/body/pimples.

._____.

Oh yeah, attendance. 92/93. Hell yeah, ponned the 2nd last day of school and they still counted it in?! Damn!

R4 is 11, while R5 is a 16. Seems....low. I'd get better by EOY, yarly.

I think I've settled for this as a tattoo or something. Goes with t3h friendship thing, and black ink is cheap.

Hooray for strong platonic friendships. Takes a shitload of maturity to still be friends, much less close ones, when the other had rejected your confession and currently has a BF, without having anymore 'feelings' towards that particular person, isn't that right?

+1.

Hope there's a 'hooray its t3h hols' party with the 4 of us sometime soon. :D

Title: sedface

Typed this at |11:42 PM| on Thursday, May 22, 2008

I'm wired on kopi, which was from 6pm till now. I don't feel like doing anything now. Just need some...

Attention?

I'd feel like a patient being attended to by love. A patient which he ignored, for some reason I don't know why. I just feel like I'm missing out or being a sucker to enter love's clinic. Why in the first place did I go into that clinic then? If it would make me this...empty.

I know it was not as severe during the exam period compared to now...its just...

Am I sick of the love in the air I'm feeling now?

Midnight blues. =/

Title: Kw wants me to blog.

Typed this at |7:46 PM| on

So here it is, happy?

Went to school today, Mrs Vai didn't even ask me why i wasn't here yesterday. It was fucking heng. LOL, thought I would fucking die if I forgot to write a parent's letter.

Shit, lol.

Rotted the whole day in school, the last 2 hours were the important ones, LOL. =/ K not really.

Then I rushed home.

Then...

I'm here.

.__.

*drinks kopi*

I'm not planning to sleep real early today, tomorrow is MTP session, so no school. Heh, my parents are lazy LOL.

4pm. -__- Guess I'll have to rush for bass lesson then.

Haven't mastered 3rd forward. Shit.

Title: HOTD2

Typed this at |8:48 PM| on Wednesday, May 21, 2008

got pwned by me. This morning.

Yeah, I...escaped from school? All because I wanted sleep.

Woke up at 12pm. Hell yeah!

See? I needed that sleep.

Lol.

Ok, lazy to add more.

Title: Emo

Typed this at |8:00 PM| on Tuesday, May 20, 2008

HOTD2 is a bugger to finish. The 4th boss, Strength, is a fucking asshole which depletes most of my life and credits. Never was there a harder fucking boss than this. Heriophant [2nd] was easier though.

Tower [3rd] was...decent, to say the least.

Then...the first one...what was it called...was predictable. Shoot that purple guy when the big guy starts to raise his polearm.

Hell. The last level of HOTD1 is easier than this motherfucker. The Magician is easy to fuck about. It also appears in HOTD2, the 5th boss. >( After all the rehash of bosses on the bridge.

Can't think how I would own HOTD3 when I torrent it. =/ Shotguns are used but...

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Thanks Chilly/lajiao/starfish/staryu for talking to me this afternoon when I was emu, many thanks. :D

Oh well...off to random noodling on bass, hope that I can improve after the hilarious 'bass solo take 2'.

Lol.

Title: Happy Birthday-

Typed this at |11:21 PM| on Saturday, May 17, 2008

TGM Girl/Sumo/Kw/wesbsumo/xevioso/thunder thighs [as opposed to thunder fingers]. 15 years on this wretched, messed up, contradictory Earth. Well done, girl. :D

First one in our party of 4, now I have a reason to call you big sis cos you are older. >( wai mai momma gave birth 2 me in decembah?!?!? D:

For the record, gave her the first actual present in our platonic friendship of 4. A bag of famus amus cookies. To make her fet. :P Also had a piece of A4 in it, had mah pwnage drawing of her playing her Demetrius. Pic's at her side, too lazy to take a pic of it.

Went out with Stunk and her too.

Met Stunk first in TM, then dragged him to follow me get t3h cookiez. They cost me $5. =__= 100g only. Prices, prices, prices. >__> Then we went up to LJS to meet up with sumo. Talked a lot of shit there, for example; I imagined a piece of chicken to be a penis. Yeah. I'm that sex-deprived. -__-

After that, we went to the MRT, take a train to City Hall for sumo to get her white RHCP shirt, and my bass strap. Saw Valerie on the train. LOL. Waved hi. :D

Went to Peninsula first, to find kw's rhcp shirt. Heck, I just stayed outside the shops, didn't want to get tempted to buy one. :P I am low on funds [every goddamned time, really. =__=].

Then went to bras basah, not before stopping at Funan for sumo to find her earphones. Let her use my dad's challenger membership. Thank me for that. >D At Bras Basah, went to ranking first to get me my locking strap. Hell yeah, they pwn, now I can be Pete Wentz and screw chicks everywhere I go [LOL JOKING].

Black wood guitars is damn...WOW. Pedals pedals pedals everywhere. Screw the guitars there man, I'm not a guitarist. But the pedals... D: So bloody expensive. Hartke bass attack, bass overdrive blahblahblaaahhh. D:

Then went to Swee Lee to check out stuff. SR3/4/5/05 D: D: D: D'oh, next time then, after getting a nice amp. Heh...[/weep]

Then went off in out separate ways, kw went on to meet her family at city hall. Lulz. Me and stunk went to his house after he got his random supplies for guitar. Played a little halo3 and guitar hero 3, then went home.

A few random extended jams, then voila.

Sigh, emu. Not doing good for my psychological prowess over other people.

Wonder when I'd speak to her properly.

Alas, this post is dedicated to her lady, yours truly, Missus Karwing. May the skies always be above your head. [/bow]

Title: My shift key works.

Typed this at |11:29 PM| on Friday, May 16, 2008

Because I got a new keyboard. A microsoft one. [don't laugh] At least its smoother, less clanky and needs less strength to press the buttons. I'm gliding oh-so-smoothly on this one.

But it's a 'multimedia' keyboard. Ones which have useless buttons which I don't ever use on the top, above the function buttons. =__=

Sigh. Emu. ):

Why the hell am I dragging this...feeling? Am I being too cautious, or just too scared? Gee. -__- Am I that bad in relationships? Really? D:

No, I'm not going to slit my wrists and play 3 chord music. I'm too prog-rock for that.

Instead...

I shall think.

Maybe I should pop it to her, straight? Like..*pop*, but will she accept it?

D: I worry.

Title: my shift key is not working

Typed this at |9:03 PM| on Thursday, May 15, 2008

that's why i'm typing like that. not that i like it anyway. no emotes too. [/sadface] got my results back today. wasn't as bad as i thought though. i think i'd have a nice mark on this mye.

except for amaths [ooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ya that]

my first ever f9 in this school for a major examination. hell yeah

i sound like stunk

lol

k hope tmrw is a better daY

Title: PRAD

Typed this at |5:49 PM| on Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Pre-Results Anxiety Disorder. I has it. D: I'm worried about how much I'll get for this MYE. Will I flunk, or will I fly? D: D:D:D:D:

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My Amaths is probably going to suck.

Now, don't say 'let bygones be bygones' or anything similar. I'm talking about tomorrow here, unless there's logic in forgetting about tomorrow's incidents today.

Yeah, I don't think so.

Serious moth sex. Do moths squirm/moan/hump while reaching their climax? :3

[P.S, I am loving Zeriuel's sound now. The strings have broken in and sound sweet as sugar.]

Title: House of the dead 1

Typed this at |8:57 PM| on Monday, May 12, 2008

IS FUCKING RETRO! LOL. Completed this game within 20 minutes. LOL. Has a paper thin storyline, go into some big mansion, try to save a girl [and fails], and kill off a guy in white. Take in note that that have slightly bad grammar, and hilarious fake-feeling-ed ending cutscene.

I'm having the serious case of the lol. ICHC r wubs by meh. All t3h cut animalz <3

T_____________T hartwarminz

D: [/sed thoughts]

Though the best one I have of lolanimals is this:

t3h hamster infantry. do not fuck wif dem. >(

LOL.

This is Zeriuel, in all her naked, stringless goodness. I can't finger her while in this state, sadly ): [Damn the theory of matter!] Ok, maybe not. After restringing her...it felt awkward playing her. Its like you seeing your mom in a lovely bareback dress when you've never seen her in nice clothes before.

Yes, that shocking.

I think it will go off once the strings get used to the tension...>___> ;;

One sentence to finish this post.

Swensens is not worth the money, go to Fish&co. LOL. Or when you have coupons like KW's mom. LOLOLOL.

Ok, LC exam tomorrow, gonna dig mah ears.

Title: Iron man

Typed this at |9:23 PM| on Saturday, May 10, 2008

has an iron rod, and balls of steel [technically iron + some carbon]. Watched it today with mah schfriends. Satisfactory storyline, a bit decent action, a drip of romance. K.

I give it pay-for-8-bucks-to-see-this-not-10.5-bucks stars.

Before that, we met up in tampines MRT station. Hella long wait. So went with the guys [jiashe, clement, jame, zalehhhhhhhhhhhh] to eat lunch first. Then went ahead to meet the girls [nurrifah, shinyee, jingyi] at the MRT station...because they were lateeeeeeeee. >(

Then took it to duoby ghaut [what aljunied, duoby ghaut]. Cathay cineleisure. Walk. Blah. Movie. The popcorn there is fucking PWN I tell you. Sweet as honey. Wait...did they add honey?

After the movie, we went to Orchard road. the guys following the girls. =P Walked...walked...walked...walked...ate...KFC LOL. i r growing fetter. D:

K. Then we took the train home. Then went our seperate ways after that, one by one. Jingyi tagged with me cos she took the same bus home. =__=

Mother's day tomorrow. Dunno what to do. Shall I make up a song on the spot? And mess with my scales? Ma doesn't know music anyway. :P [/ebil]

Ok set. Abit of californication, danch danch, miss murder [i hope..?] and a little jam would suffice. ONLY FOR HER EYES. Shall not let my dad see my playing, that's for father's day. LOL.

Ok. I'm done here. My MYEs are over. =D

Title: Chemistry

Typed this at |3:54 PM| on Thursday, May 8, 2008

was as easy as me playing Dance Dance - Fall Out Boy. Ya, that easy k. Lol.

Lucky I remembered that ethanol DOES NOT boil at 100 degrees cel. It does so at 78 degrees cel. LOLOLOL.

MCQ was moderately easy, on par with tuesday's physics' MCQ. Though physics' structured questions were fucking horror compared to today's [almost] easy chemistry paper. Hope I can get at least a good A2 for this one.

Geog was also kinda easy. Only problem with it was that I couldn't finish the last question in style like I should. >__> Wasted time elaborating in other questions, but it was still a fucking lol.

Lololololololol.

Emaths paper 2 tomorrow. Shall study on it later. For now...>) BASS TIEM

Title: ohay

Typed this at |5:40 PM| on Tuesday, May 6, 2008

I've been vegetating in front of my books lately. Like...a bean sprout, yes, vegetation. Lolololol.

So far, the deletion of details of Physics, History and SS is still going on in my Random Access Memory [not to be confused with Lena's RAM]. The left over space being occupied by Chem, Geog, and Maths. K.

I need a new amp. ): I'm tried of a teeny weeny boom coming out of my current one. I wanty KABLOEEEYBOOOOOOOMMMMMMM k. Say...50 watts? ;D

Maybe an overdrive or compression pedal if I have enough $$. But the amp comes first.

Tonetonetonetonetonetonetonetonetonetonetonetonetonetone.

Meh, new bass if I improve on Zeriuel first, maybe next year if I'm dedicated to bass? :P Preferably Stingray/Sterling. The humbucking goodness. lol

If I got the moneyz. ): D:

K. Moar vegetation.

Title: battle stations code reddddddd

Typed this at |5:16 PM| on Sunday, May 4, 2008

code red!

Be damned, stalin! Why the hell did you do much stuff in USSR when you were in power?! Make as suffer even while you're dead! >( What a vengeful person.

I think I'm pretty much screwed for this mid year. ):

Studied with sumo and dj today. Pretty good, i think. Now all I got to do is to finalise my notes and voila, I can revise them through the night.

IWANIWANIWAN [/copies from stunky]:

1]New strap for Zeriuel
2]3mm pick. Maybe more 4mm if there is.
3]New keyboard, mouse and earphones.
4]New strings for Zeriuel =P
5]New pants. Long ones k.
6]Shoes. Them sneakers. The most formal I can wear is a shirt, with mah cargo pantz and sandals. Imagine that. LOL

Sigh. k, off to pour over stalins misdoings.

Title: sigh

Typed this at |7:37 PM| on Saturday, May 3, 2008

I feel all sad and emu all of a sudden. ):

Title: californication

Typed this at |10:13 PM| on Friday, May 2, 2008

rocks. The groove is immaculate. Flea at his fingerstyle best. K.

His slapping is killer. Coffee shop and Suck my Kiss, both very slappy, upbeat, vulgar, and inapporiate songs to start of your day right [Yeah, blasted these two on a sunday morning].

K. Shall slack today.

Tomorrow will be mass spamming for exams. I don't know what to spam either. I think I should do emaths and physics, both are on tuesday. Amaths the next day, though. D:

K.

K.

K.

This sucks.