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Title: k

Typed this at |5:30 PM| on Monday, June 30, 2008

These few days was wtfomgshitemoarghdiealamakforgot.

=__= Very confusing.

Saturday was TPSS school band concert. They played magnificently, the melodies were consistent, and hell, even Mr Kenny Tan played the drums in the encore! He showed off when the drum solo came, and extended it LOL. Then the conductor lean on the railing, damn funny.

The interval was shit. We were given VIP tickets [cos we paid for it], yet couldn't get 'refreshments'. I was at the back of the group, consisting of James, Jw, Clement, and Jiashe, so I cannot really say anything. Jw also blanjah me 10 bucks for the VIP tickets which were 20 bucks.

Lol.

Then sunday was...super-slack.

Today was =__=. Watched super-sized me in English.

K.

Lol.

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Title: get yourself some smarts

Typed this at |11:40 AM| on Saturday, June 28, 2008

Get smart was awsm. Laughed a lot, relaxed a little. Also took my mind off stuff.

Go watch it. Its plot is paper-thin, but the jokes make up for it.

.__.

Title: 51!

Typed this at |9:17 PM| on Wednesday, June 25, 2008

See how Kw is so desperate in wanting a D cuphorny.

Carnival. says (9:20 PM):
how big ah
Carnival. says (9:20 PM):
the size
xevioso says (9:20 PM):
i use my famous method of wrapping cd
xevioso says (9:20 PM):
what
xevioso says (9:20 PM):
the cd?
Carnival. says (9:20 PM):
the cd
xevioso says (9:20 PM):
uh, around D cup?

LOLOLOLOL.

Title: 50 posts old.

Typed this at |7:51 PM| on

This humble abode for my emotions, feelings, which ever I feel obligated to share has been here for 50 posts. Well, the more public kind of feelings/emotions anyway.

Feels so good being happy after moments of sad, makes you look at your position in a much better way. Don't know why either. Just feel...chilled.

Hahahahahaha.

39s[san-kyuu = 3 and 9 in jap] to those 2 people whom supported my crap-self the last 3 days. I owe them, of course no interest lah!

Ok. Imma promote this guy.



I'm no pianist, but hell he is sure good to my ears. [No I'm not being paid to do this, this guy is pure omg wtf wow]

Title: surge

Typed this at |8:02 PM| on Tuesday, June 24, 2008

I think I'm getting it back. Along with my nose problem as well. Pure bliss, un-disturbed, dreamless sleep.

Ok, I got a sleep debt again. .__. But hey, I paid it off around 2 hours ago! LOL.

...

...

...

.___.

:(

panic1

Title: sem2day1

Typed this at |9:58 PM| on Monday, June 23, 2008

Freaking horrible.

English was usual, newspaper report. Then chinese nearly made me tearface. The story was sad, its about a dad and son relationship, where the son and dad were very distant after the mom died.

Then at last they meet, then blahblah, the son never hears from the dad again.

:(

Then recess.

Discussed some music stuff with Nella. He isn't theory taught but hell, maybe I can transfer abit of my knowledge to him.

Chem was a relief. Covalent bonds, knew about it already due to the immense amount of practising when I was sec 2. Hah, so I slept...kinda. Was abruptly woken up by Mdm Ho to set up her laptop. By god it was bloody beautiful. Its a touchscreen laptop..with vista. .__.;;

Physics was...woohoo back with mai homie, JW.

Then...

Malay conversation. =__________=

Argh.

Still quite...emo now.

Title: Where?

Typed this at |5:12 PM| on Sunday, June 22, 2008

Where did I go wrong?

Rejection is hard.

Haha, what luck I have.

Just...

Taking it slow.

Title: positive mindfuck

Typed this at |1:14 PM| on Saturday, June 21, 2008

Meaningful movie. Has some quantum physics stuff here and there.

This is the part I really like.



"If thoughts can do that to water, imagine what our thoughts would do to us?"

Title: one

Typed this at |12:30 AM| on Friday, June 20, 2008

One - Metallica.

Depressing, yet surprisingly uplifting as well.



Feeling gloomy. :(

Should I go ahead with the plan? Or should I tweak the theory more?

Title: recap

Typed this at |11:41 PM| on Thursday, June 19, 2008

Woke up around 10. Fumbled around the house for no reason. Made coffee, hands unstable spilled some coffee powder. Got scolded. Went to computer, surfed a little.

Went to bathe. Headed out to bass lesson around 1115 hours. Enjoyed a lot. Dani California is addictive. Bass bass snare, bass bass snare, bass bass snare.

Boom-boom-tah! Boom-boom-tah! Boom-boom-tah!

Weedlooweedloodloo.

Headed home. Got some macs to eat for lunch.

Rotted.

Rotted.

Played some bass.

Rotted.

Rotted.

Title: weirdest fucking dream ever.

Typed this at |4:01 PM| on Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Ok. Title says everything, lets go.

So I was in the friggin' dreamland of mine. Was the usual stuff, usual dreams of making it big as a bassist of an awsm pwnage band, playing on stage stuff. As usual, I dreamt of playing YYZ - Rush, and some other songs I forgot. I listen to music every single day, and have about 1k songs.

Then after that 'gig' everyone dispersed, went home and stuff. Then here is where it gets fucking weird. Like. Fucking. Weird.

On the way walking home, I heard Kw and her Bf making out. Her voice is probably the most unique one I have imprinted in my brain. No idea who was the guy though. They were like Great White Sharks thrashing around a carcass. The bushes they were in were :S. Then both of them exploded. Like BOOM in a flash of blood and gore! Then poof! They reappeared beside me and said 'Hi.' And went off in their separate ways.

Holy shit. It gets weirder.

On some road, should be near the Tampines Bike Trail, I saw 2 people walking towards me hand in hand. One of them waved at me, then started running towards me, I stayed where I was. Then I saw who it was. Stunk and Dj.

My first reaction was 'what the fuck, are they gay?!'.

Then they congratulated me for the 'gig' [see above] and that they wanted my 'band' [see above also]to play at their wedding. I said yes, then they went off, with one of them leaning on the other's shoulder.

Yeah, holy shit.

Then I don't know which road I took, but I arrived at my house's void deck. Then I saw my sis, walking a dog, probably a Schnauzer? I don't know dog breeds. Then the dog got loose of the leash and ran towards me, ramming its nose in my groin area.

Then I 'blacked out' and woke up.

See?! Told you it was fucking weird!

Title: ohai again

Typed this at |9:42 PM| on Sunday, June 15, 2008

K. First things first.

*dumps test*

http://www.handwritingwizard.com/viewreport.php?emc=el&m=42132&l=3&v=024b1ae133

K.

[picdumpstart] Someone piakpiak in the lift?
Hot sexy young woman. ^^;;
Pasir Ris Park. Near the jetty. Emu. :(Uh. My cooking rocks ok, its my camera's fault.
This is a pro bass player.

K. [/end pic dump]

Title: i has it show/xbox [halo 3] party

Typed this at |3:38 PM| on

Ok.

Saturdaaay.

Had a Halo 3 party yesterday. T'was pretty fun, though eyes were hurting much from the intense speed of 300%. Whacking is fun! ^__^ And I suck nuts in detecting tripmines set by people. =___= Always get hit by them.

Ate with Dj, Kw and Stunk at Dj's shareholdings Food Court. Ate rice. Stunk and Kw waited for Dj, in the end, I ate finish when he came.

Not that came.

Then we proceeded to Stunky's house as always. his Xboob360 is the sex. Lol. After the Haloling, we played some Bioshock. Lol. Dj and Kw went home first, as they needed to chiong homework.

Stayed for awhile, played GH3 on hard. Heh, I think I'm getting the hang of the orange button. Then we spammed GH songs on GuitarPro. Ok, only Paranoid - Black Sabbath.

You can't deny that they're awsm though Ozzy's a stoned, fucking rock drunk bastard. Geezer Butler is a good bassist in all context. He knows when to lay low then pop out of nowhere. Lol.

Sundaaaaayyy

Went to IT show with Dad.

Damage: $200 -/+
Cause: Disk Drive, external HDD, Mousey.

<3 my new mouse. It's so sexy. Like geekishly sexy. Sex. ^^ \/

K done. Happy, girls? >(

Title: i has quiz

Typed this at |9:39 PM| on Thursday, June 12, 2008

I am now very boliao.

Rules

1:The rules of the game get posted at the beginning
2:Each player answers questions about themselves
3: The player tags 3 people. Post their names. Goes to their blog and leave a comment, letting them know they got tagged and ask them to join the game and read ur blog

Starting time: 9.42pm
Name: Tan C.W., Darren
Sisters: 1
Brothers:0
Shoe size: 8.
Height: 1.65m. At least.

Where do you live?
Singapore.

Favourite drink?
3 in 1 coffee [preferably Nestle] mixed with 2 spoonfuls of Milo and sweetened milk. Tea, preferably Earl Grey [Twinning's] or ye' ol' kopitiam teh. Milo, duh.

Favourite Breakfast?
Bread, canned tuna, toast making thingo, mayonaise [needed unless tuna already has mayo]

Have you ever been on a plane?
Yes.

Have you ever swam in the ocean?
Yes. That was awsm.

Fallen asleep in school?
Last day of semester 1. 2 weeks ago, approx. Maths was =__=

Fell off your chair?
Yes, I'm an idiot.

Sat by the phone all night for a person to call?
Sms counted anot? If got, yes.

Saved e-mails?
Not really, I save complete thread replies though, like those epic long ones.

What is your room like?
able to fit 3 beds, 3 cabinets [1 mine, 2 for storage], one messy table with a computer, two sets of shelves, bass and amp beside window.

What's right beside you?
Zeriuel, thy bass.

What's the last thing you ate?
Dinner, rice.

Ever had chicken pox?
No. I believe its not time induced.

Sore throat?
a little.

Stitches?
No, scars a plenty though.

Broken nose?
Runny one.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
I'm not a sniper guy.

do you like picnics?
With friends. Family picnics are a little awkward.

Who were/was the last person you danced with?
Zeriuel. She was fingers aplenty by me, what an awsm dance of music.

Last smile you made?
This morning. Fingering Zeriuel.

You last yelled at
Nothing. I'm a freak like that.

Today you did..
I can't have sex now.

Have you ever.. kissed anyone?
Depends on what kind of kiss. Love = no.

Get sick?
Stick it in the mouth.

Miss someone?
A little.

Eat?
Moar.

Best feeling in the world.
Hearing my Zeriuel growl and squeal. Hearing a bloody awsm band.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Used to.

What is under your bed?
Bag, files, books.

Who do you really hate?
Make love, not hate.

What is the time now?
9.55pm. I'm a fast typer.

Random. Is there a person on your mind now?
This isn't random, and no.

Do you have any siblings?
Sis.

Do you want children?
Duh, teach them how to play bass. Or drums, so I don't need a metronome.

Do you smile often?
I smile damn well when and where I want to.

Do you like your handwritting?
Like a doc, but less refined.

Are your toe nails painted?
They are painted with the smell of walking.

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
None.

What colour shirt are you wearing now?
Topless.

What were you doing at 7;00pm yesterday?
Eating.

When did you last cry?
Private info.

Are you a friendly person?
Damn well friendly when I want to.

Do you have any pets?
None.

Where is the person who you have feelings for right now?
Private info.

Did the last person who you held hands with mean anitink to you now?
I held hands with my Zeriuel. Cradled her neck in one hand, fingering her with the other, was reaching musical orgasm. Happy?

Do you sleep with the TV on?
I sleep with my book open.

What are you doing right now?
This.

Have you ever crawled through a window.
School classroom, not my class' though.

Can you handle the truth?
The truth is the path to victory. No matter how hard it is.

Are you too forgiving?
I don't hold grudges, makes me sad.

Are you closer to your mother or father.
Lim lao bu.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Zeriuel.

How many people can you say you really loved?
Family, friends. Total around 7.

Do you eat healthy?
No shit.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
Yes. The truth may be too hard to bear.

If you are having a bad day who are you likely to go to?
Friends.

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
Damn fucking well when I want to be loud and quiet. I can be both.

Are you confident?
Slowly, but yes.

5 things i was doing 10 years ago.
- Watch Barney.
- Watch Blues clues.
- Watch Mom mopping floor.
- Read thick assed books.
- Read magazines.

5 things on my to do list for today
- slack
- slack
- slack
- slack
- slack

5 snacks i enjoy
- chips
- british chips
- more chips
- less chips
- Fries

5 things i would do if i were a billionaire.
- get a new rig. a better girl [keeping zeriuel though].
- buy new shoes
- 5k to my close friends [4 of them but hey]
- go to places.
- bank the rest.

5 of my bad habits
- Lazy
- Distracted
- Procrastination
- Random emo periods
- Talk to self.

5 places i have lived in
- Tampines, clementi, bedok.

5 jobs i have had
- None

3 people i tag
- KW
- Stunk
- Dj

Title: i has trick 1

Typed this at |4:34 PM| on

Trick.

Jdrama.

Pretty slack drama, not really for those 'OMGMUSTWATCHIFINISH' people. Probably find similarities to Scooby Doo and Supernatural, a bit of X files.

Recommended.

May get a little boring sometimes.

Oh wellz, the boredom of holidays drives you to do stupid things you wouldn't normally do, like watch a J-drama. My manhood is hurt. :(

Will do the stupid quiz later or sth. *lazy*

*runs off to watch Trick 2*

Title: i has halo 3 skillz

Typed this at |10:30 PM| on Wednesday, June 11, 2008

The reason why I was MIA from t3h int3rw3bz was due to a halo sleepover at Stink's. That was awsm, haloed till 4am, then the 4 of us crashed. One crashed at a different room, heh.

Rewind to Tuesday afternoon. Met DJ at Tampines Bus Interchange so we could meet KW and thusly meet stunk, as he volunteered for something at some cerebral palsy centre for kids. Took 3. Arrived at Pasir Ris. Headed to KW's house first due to stunk's volatile timing to arrive at eHub.

Handed over the Blues Driver, with a Freak Fuzz mod to her then. Her bass apparently has a thick assed neck, thicker than my Zeriuel. The amp is decent though, 15 watts I think.

Better than my 10 watter. :(

Then we headed to eHub for lunch and to meet Stunk. As usual he was in pink. .__. After a short discussion on where to eat for lunch, we went to Pastamania. Pasta, mm. Minstrone soup, mm.

Mmm.

*hungry*

Then took a bus to Stunk's house, and proceeded to rape his Xbox 360, till around 7. Where he had to go to guitar lessons, so we went to eat, looked around [aka window shopping], eyed a pair of shoes I wanted. Fine, needed, but I didn't have the money to buy it there and then, so...=/ Wait for t3h mom's credit card then.

Seriously, having speed set on 300 and gravity on 50 is LOL. Friggin hyper rounds.

Sandals pwn though.

After his lessons we went straight to his house, duh. My nose got worse then. =/ Sorry guyz, can't control t3h sneeze.

Proceeded to mass rape his Xbox 360 again, all the way till 1am or so, where we decided to get fud. Nuggets LOL. My cooking skills r good ok. Then played some more rounds until about 4 am, where we amazingly couldn't endure anymore Halo 3. Talked about dreams and stuff before snoring.

Then I was woken up by a sumo barging into the room at around 9 am. Played a little more Halo while waiting for DJ to bathe finish.

Those 2 went while I was having naked tiem lulz.

Then I went home.

Then I slept.

Woke up at around 4pm.

Stoned. Rotted. Blah.

I would like to have that again, it was awsm as fuck! Though we didn't get to play any Bioshock. :(

Lazy post pics.

Shall cycle tomorrow. That route with Saddy was awsm. Cycling alone is awsmer, though there's no one to share your butt pain woes. =/

Title: i has cycle

Typed this at |6:36 PM| on Sunday, June 8, 2008

Cycled with Saddy (Kimberly) and Stunk. Went all the way to Changi via Pasir Ris then went to ECP via Changi Coast Road. Rested at Burger King's after cycling for around 1 hr in ECP. Then went all the way back via Siglap Park Connector and cycled on random roads all the way to Bedok Reservoir before that Saddy went home, Stunk went back there. I had to cycle 2 km more back.

Ass pain.

Title: debt paid

Typed this at |7:15 PM| on Friday, June 6, 2008

I am currently free of sleep debt. Now I can sleep at 12 midnight and yet be able to wake up at the usual time I'm awake during the holidays, 10AM.

That's a major accomplishment ok. I got power one k. Dun pray pray I tell you.

---
Ah heck, the jam yesterday sucked, end of story, lets not pursue it further ok? What's over is already over. Though I would not mind if there was a jam, I would not go unless Nick has improved, and can sing PROPERLY, and NOT BRAG about screaming when he obviously didn't, or that there's less people, and we all know what the fuck to do.

K End of story.

All tags with jam in it will be promptly ignored.
---
Woohoo.

Hanged out at stunk's this afternoon, since I had nothing to do online. Dj was nowhere online, Kw was getting pwnt by Ben, Stunk was lagging, I'm bored.

.__.

Borrowed his Blues Driver too, it worked perfectly with my Zeriuel, giving her that 'Cliff Burton' sound. Close to it, but not that close. Still has my crazily boosted mids, at 10, whereas trebles and bass is rolled down to specification.

^^ \/ Like hell am I giving out my signature sound EQ. Haha.
---
I miss those extremely long convos with the 4 of us on MSN. Marathon convos, them. Never on par with those Stomp mass convos, purely because of the sheer familiarity with the persons I'm talking to.

Maybe I need to get some balls.

=/ [/emu]

Title: i has jam

Typed this at |6:58 PM| on Thursday, June 5, 2008

I saw no use of practicing too much. I expect nothing more in the next jam. Poor Nick, having to pay for approx. 80% of the fees. I helped, gave him 10 bucks. The rest didn't, this was what I felt unfair for.

I mean. I don't like the guy but at least I had the decency to help pay for it. Isn't that something commendable for a selfish person like me?

Seriously, Pear, Ash and another guy was pretty...good, but they intruded people's jam session. Even though they played Silly God Disco - The Gazette pretty damn well, its just plain rude to start without Nick's permission, right?

Then another guy, i forgot the name, on the guitars, kept messing around, and didn't practice the songs. No need to elaborate.

And then there were 2 people whom we didn't know. Spectating. Yeah right.

I was disapproving of having too many people already, because Nick cannot talk properly, thus minimising the times he has to talk. But then there were at least 10 people in the studio. At least 10.

Know what I mean?

Disappointing jam. Lesson learnt. I'd prefer a jam with as less people as possible, less disturbance, less distraction, less passing of instruments around screwing the tuning up. And an acoustic guitar cannot compete with the electric intrument's power, unless the acoustic is also able to plug into the system.

>__>

Title: bassically

Typed this at |11:20 PM| on Sunday, June 1, 2008

What a nice sunday...night.

Kinda eventful too, went for ben's bass gathering. Awsm people were there, only know sumo at first though.

Met up with her in the MRT towards Outram Park, ben's office. Talked a lot there >__> She never do her bass homework horrrrrrrrrrrrr~! I did. :D On the train. XD

Reached his office around 11.25. Saw 2 guys there alr, then waited for everyone to come. All less than 9 people came. :P Don't think dirty! Introed ourselves and ice break stuff. Ben r ebil to kw i liek.

TGM 5 string.

HAHAHAHAHA.


Then proceeded to watch vids of people playing bass. .__. Then lessons and activities. Went home around 4.30.

I touched a fender jbass.


:D

Awsm.

Shall continue my 'danny keep fit programme' tomorrow.

Some person

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